~Love me Hate me~: January 2010

I'm wondering whether I should accept the offer by Amy 姐 to join BSMM Induk. I feel its a rather tempting offer as I had always love to be on administrative positions. Furthermore, with the conflict I had with my detachment mates (here i mean the seniors), I felt it's hard for me to serve the detachment. But, if I were to accept the offer it means my days will be kinda busy d. Can I really cope with it? Cos' I don't want to jeopardise my studies like I did in the previous semester.

What can I do?

Walao....UKM JAring Lag like hell....kenot online at all...now only got chance to online awhile~~ T.T

New song learned at choir

Ave Verum Corpus by Wolfgang A. Mozart

Nothing much in particular,

Just woke up after Dota-ing till 3am just now~

Crazy eh?

*Listening to Evan Yo- Ji Mo, Hao Le（寂寞，好了）, Brown Eyed Girls-Sign

Had nothing to do,

Lazy to revise,

So, went to friends' blog to kaypo,

But realised that there's so much i didn't understand about them,

I respect them,

For not showing their very emotions to us,

Unlike me,

I can't seem to keep them in my deepest corner of my heart,

unless i want to, that is.

I also realise that behind their smiling faces,

they concealed their despair,

hiding them from others.

Maybe i'm not a very good 'keeper'(in this context, secrets)

But admit i'm a good listener.

Sometimes this is my weakness as well.

Aih...i felt helpless when i saw their notes~

Full of sadness...not being able to help as a friend~

Maybe i should try being more sensitive,(yeah one of my weakness as well, not sensitive enough/or should i say i'm ignorant?)

Or will my help means more trouble for them? (confused~)

It's raining,

With my towel,

drenched with the water from my hair,

As i watched the pelting rain,

As i hear the thunderous roar of Thor's Hammer,

Reminds me of the just passed New Year,

Yet another semester passed,

And a new one coming.

It's raining,

As Thor's Hammer knocks,

So does my speaker rocks,

With my hair still wet,

For the water that was adsorbed,

Was absorbed with my towel.

*just minor ramblings to ease my boredom. happy new year everyone:)

~Love me Hate me~

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