Finals arrived!

As per the title, i apologize for being so late to update this page of mine....nearly inactive for months d*laughs*

reli felt like giving up on the Perayaan Kuih Bulan for KIY la...

phew...assignments and reports which kept on piling finally cleared most of them d:) *happie*^^

thats a question every UKM students been thinking this whole week...it sounds ridiculous when other 'U's already closed due to suspicion of H1N1, and UKM is still operating when there's already death cases in the campus and the management of UKM seems to be hiding it from the media....is it because they wana end the senior's Convocation first? if yes, then i hope they will close ASAP....why risk our lives? my senior course mate already got infected and she's currently under quarantine d....Think about others feelings please UKM....

i lazy update heree lars...
check my facebook for the latest updates...
ciao...

currently watching this taiwanese drama....nice~
ethan ruan is good and hilarious in this show as his act as LU KA SI or Lucas is funny but very idealistic for a partner....u gotta watch it to understand wat i'm talkin about....haha:)
the female protagonist portrayed by Cheryl Yang looks kinda old...i dun like the undecisive-ness of hers coz very chuan le....when watching it.
overall its nice:) i havent finish yet...at EP15 nia....
ok~

its raining~

finally can let out a huge SIIGGGHHH~~~ d.... done with my second time application for ptptn loan...gosh...panic lo coz cant get into ptptn website...now ok d la....woke up d straight away jump to my lappy....now go wash up le...bye~

jus finish washing my clothes...banyak lo....twist the clothes till hand oso pain...
coz jus now after came back from ko-k got nothing to do d...so take all dirty clothes to wash.
then after sidai baju, felt that my room abit dusty, so ma sweep lo.
after sweep feel got abit sticky, mop lo:)
now the room very clean:) onli now my table messy and dusty nia...later onli wipe la....
now hungry d, wana go eat but no one accompany:(
haihz...sendiri makan sendiri le....tmr might go out to buy some food...biscuits i mean....
tmr need to wash another batch of clothes....jeans din wash at all! now lazy ad....
the others so syok....wana go home go home d...i pula stay here at ukm...not to say i kenot but very mou liu leh when got nothing to do....next week planning to go midvalley find nat and chuck...duno they free anotz....
k la...i go eat liao la...update when free le...

roughly it will be like that for now coz mom requested for it....

Monday
Kemahiran membuat keputusan(KMK)- 2-3pm

Tuesday
Kimia Fizik 1.........................9-10am
Kimia Analisis ......................11-12pm
Teknik Matematik 1............1-2pm
Hubungan Etnik...................5-8pm

Wednesday
Kimia Fizik 1........................10-11am
Teknik Matematik..............1-3pm
KMK......................................3-5pm

Thursday
Kimia Analisis......................12-1pm
Microcomputer....................5-7pm

Friday
Kimia Fizik 1.........................8-9am
Microcomputer....................3-4pm

Saturday
Catur.....................................8-11am

thats about it....

just woke up not long ago...slept like a pig..wake d sleep back wake again sleep back:) thats how i waste half of my day d:)
later onli go eat la...malas walk downthen up again...so boring...
felt like going kajang or kl sentral but same word: lazy=.=

web also got nothing much to see leh....watched most of the anime d....well.....i duno wat to say liao...next time

haha...well after 1st of july i havent updated coz seriously got no time...and furthermore i only gotta update now is coz that time my place dun hav any wifi service yet...speaking of that the wifi here are kinda stable lo....better than streamyx seriously:)





fell sick yesterday....and end up with 6 packets of medicines...dun believe?

believe me now? haha....

second week nia sick d....cham:(

anyways....getting better d lo....jus that among lectures the distance to travel some is kinda far.... and to wait for the bus will be like so slow...might as well jus walk there....damm tiring oso....nvm la...slowly build up stamina lo....

i jus realise about jus now that i breathe less using my mouth d...!! finally i can breathe right!!! i breathe thru my nose!! duno its because of the high altitude of my college or what, somehow it altered my "mau ping" for how many years d....ahhahaha....k la gtg liao...got lecture later...ciao

Wednesday

so, yet again im updating. although i'm sleepy, im glad to hear from mom...dad...
and yeah, i talked to jie as well. well jie made my day:) now all my focus is to complete my uni life and pass with a first class honours for Chem. Tech.
as per what Assoc. Prof Dr. Azizan said...have an aim...and strive towards it...

I still have plenty to say, but my eyes are giving up on me...so i gtg now...later.

10.00am

Just finish on registering for the courses of our respective faculties. My pusat pengajian which is PUSAT PENGAJIAN SAINS KIMIA & TEKNOLOGI MAKANAN, PPSKTM for short...was the earliest to arrive at the computer lab which is used for the course registration. So here I am right now. *happy*
Well, this morning I overslept!! I thought it was just another 5 minutes nap, but it end up being an hour!! *gosh*
I guess its the fatigue which cause this to happen as all of us at KIY slept kinda late and wake up freaking early, plus the heavy load of walking and 'taklimat's really put a strain on us....so its kinda reasonable for me to oversleep coz im not the only one:) wakaakakaka....my neighbour also woke up late!
So i think thats for now...later.

1.45am.
Hectic and tiring..damm i never expect the orientation to be this long...though its enjoyable but seriously im worn out to the point where i can just type here..
dad left yesterday after buying the essentials for me n bk..gosh..i had to walk all the way from kolej aminuddin baki to my own kolej which is kolej ibrahim yaakub...sucks man....dah lah the stuff damm heavy, the force on my shoulder nearly tear my shoulder apart(exaggerating)after that gotta clean up and unpack all my stuff, which is still not done with the unpacking yet coz its way too much, and those PCs(Pemudacara) were rushing us for the taklimat thingy...chuannded...and so in the end we end up finishing and back at our own room by one...which din take me long to write this...just around five minutes about now...yeah...Kolej Ibrahim Yaakub, KIY in short offers all male undergrads their very own room and ITS MY ROOM!! JUST FOR ME!! NO SHARING!! HELL YEAH!!ok...so thats about it peeps...next time:)

well...i just woke up....its like around 5.45am now...bk still sleeping, dad bathing:) while im blogging..
didnt sleep well though..maybe im not used to the bed kua..
guess today and this whole week will tire me out and get me some good sleep.
actually i'm looking forward to going uni:) so nothing in particular will say that i will miss home or sorts, but when time comes maybe it might happen:)
luckily the hotel(yes hotel and not hostel) we stayed a night at has wifi, man im gonna be net deprived if not for the wifi man....XD

well....my dad is out from the bath now...bk still havent got up:)
i'll go prepare myself d la...adios for now...

now its like super busy and lotsa things to prepare and i still have time to update:) well wat to do...i'm bored and stressed out d la...yeah..tomorrow will be it:)
I'm leaving PENANG!! *happiness*
AND HELLLOOOO BANGI!! *further happiness*
lols:) im over exaggerating things d:)
guess i got infected by viv's "quote ur emotion" oredi:)
but seems kinda fun:) *laughing like siao kia*
ok liao...gtg busy again...later:) *winks*

Time is ticking away,
With time running less,
But still plenty o'stuffs to settle,
Plenty o'stuffs to decide,
Plenty o'stuffs to purchase.

Should have at the very least,
Given us more time to prepare,
Now that we are absolutely clueless,
Like rusa masuk kampung=.=

Not knowing what to do,
Can't even plan ahead of time,
Not even a single notice,
But left all os us guessing...

Now we're all nervous,
For we do not know what to do,
Waiting blankly,
For the unseeming result...

But I guess,
All we could do is to prepare,
Whatever we could,
For I don't think we will make it,
If the rumors were true.

That 27th June will be the day,
That all undergraduates will depart from their homes,
To an all new place,
Where they can start anew.

If we were given more time,
Reunions will be possible,
Preparations will be better,
So that we could all brace ourselves for the challenges ahead.

Who should we blame?
There's no one to blame,
For THEY won't admit,
That THEY were to blame.

At least they should think,
For we are the students,
We don't go to uni for nothing,
Some will take uni for fun,
But for others,
Its their final chance to right the wrongs they made.

So think about it my dear MAH-LEH-SIEN government,
We also need our time...
"You wat oso din let us noe"
"How we go to menara gading?"
"U expect kita orang semua pernah pergi UNI ka?"
"Tolong-lah...at least bagi tahu la apa kita orang kena buat"
"U all buat ikut u all senang jer, biar kami semua yang nak belajar MAMPUS pi"
Dear MAH-LEH-SIEN government....think about it.

If one day i could see,
I want to see you,
Embrace you forever,
Like i never ever did.

Sadly im still blind,
But if i could see,
I want to see the world,
for the world i live in,
Is always dark...

Never ever know what is white,
cos' what im looking at now,
im not even sure,
whether its black.

When you said the sky is blue,
I wonder what blue is....
for i can't, i can't, i couldn't,
and i never will,
be able to see....
because im blind.

If i could see,
It will make my world much brighter,
for I am scared,
living in darkness for all I could recall.

If i could see,
your face will be the first i see,
for you were always beside me,
whenever i need....you.


*okay guys, this poem is dedicated for the blind, well it might seem like im translating from a song, yeah my idea was from the blind Chinese singer, Siow Huang Chi...i reli do admire him...his songs touched hearts...mine included:) well thats all for now...wait for the next kay? thx for ur support*

today is the most happpiest day of my life as well as my most broke day coz i jus bought a brand new Dell Studio 1435 which cost me around 2.6k...
damm i was so excited!! and now wala!! im blogging with it now:) hehehex!!! so like that first la for now....the poems gotta wait la yea:)

Growing up...
As days pass,
Present becomes past,
Memories last,
As long as we keep it...
deep inside our hearts.

Growing up,
We encounter lots of changes,
In which we grew,
From the experience we gain,
From the pain we complain,
For the current "US" is not the same,
As we are when we are still 'lame'?(i mean as in still little and duno anything...)

Still remember?
When we used to say;
"Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I have a friend,
that friend is you"...
I wonder if this little poem,
Will make friendship last.

Ever wonder how roses have thorns,
and "gals u love" are like roses?
We tend to our partners,
But we also tend,
To 'prick' our friends with those thorns....

To care is to share,
When caring is sharing,
even the slightest things,
the smallest things,
a friend will exclaim to the world,
signifying their happiness on behalf,
Of their FRIENDS....

But,
when caring is not sharing,
even the most humongous,
the largest,
the most "keng tin tong tei" stuff,
one would get so pissed,
to even have FUCKED his "friend"
of sharing the news....

Everyone is human,
Everyone is not robot,
Sounds redundant,
But it still conveys,
That we ain't PERFECT.

For how we used to be,
For how i wish it continue to be,
For how i yearn,
That we will all stay the same...
Changes do change,
The way we think, act, and speak
But eventually,
I pray,
The "Joss-Sticks" will remain.

signing out..

Unmei no gate toikakete iru
Left or right? kimi wa doko wo mezasu
Kono sora no shita de saikyou na no wa
That's my pride jibun no mi
Itsudatte massugu ni hashire lord of the speed

Chikyuu to iu na kono hoshi ni kiseki ga okoru
Zetsubou... (who's got the real?) soreijou (they've never seen)
Kiki no sukuu sonzai
Daremo tomerarenai jikan wo nukisatte yuku
Saisoku no... (you've got the speed) soreijou (they've never seen)
Tsuyosa ayatsuru mono

Ame no hitotsubu (just change your form)
Ai suru hito e (got to cast off)
Otosanai to chikau nara kumo no kanata e toberu darou

Unmei no gate ima hirakareta
Dead or alive kimi wa tadori tsukeru
Saki wo yuku mono to sore wo ou mono
That's my pride tada hitori
Michi naki michi dake wo hashire lord of the speed

Nijuuyon jikan to iu ichinichi sugoshiteite mo
Dare de mo (who's got the real?) kitsuka nai (they've never seen)
Ichibyou ga aru darou
Kehai wo kanjite furikaeru sonna shunkan
Saisoku no (you've got the speed) kaze no naka (they've never seen)
Kiseki ga okotteru

Fuan na yoru wo (just change your form)
Ai suru hito e (got to cast off)
Misenai koto chikau nara donna asa demo tsuretekuru

Unmei no gate toikakete iru
Left or right? kimi wa doko wo mezasu
Kono sora no shita de saikyou na no wa
That's my pride jibun no mi
Itsudatte massugu ni hashire lord of the speed

Unmei no gate toikakete iru
Left or right? kimi wa doko wo mezasu
Kono sora no shita de saikyou na no wa
That's my pride jibun no mi
Itsudatte massugu ni hashire lord of the speed

Sing Along...

Kokoro ni tsurugi kagayaku yuuki
Tashika ni toji komete
Kiseki kirifuda wa jibun da ke

Kaze ga oshiete iru
Tsuyosa wa jibun no nakani
Osore sae jori kona seru nara
Shinka shiteku

Kaze o kitte hashiru
Tomadou imo mayou imo tsute
Doko mademo tookuheyu keruto
Shinjite mitai
Dilemma ni sakebu kore wa
Fuka no o kowa shiteku

Kokoro ni tsurugi kagayaku yuuki
Tashika ni toji komete
Mienai chikara michibiku yo BLADE
Nemuri mezameru toki
Mirai kanashimiga owaru basho

Ame ga mado o tataku
Kanashimi ga ikari ni naru
Jibun ni genkai ga aru koto
Shira saseteru
Hi ga tsuita kokoro wa karada ni mo tsutawatteku
Moe agaru negai ni kawatte
Hashiri dashiteru

Tobi dashite iku segai ga mada
Yume o miteru uchi ni hayaku

Kokoro ni tsurugi kagayaku yuuki
Tashika ni toji komete
Kokoro to karada sunaga reba BLADE
Kagesae kiri saite
Kiseki kirifuda wa jibun da ke

Kokoro ni tsurugi kagayaku yuuki
Tashika ni toji komete
Mienai chikara michibiku yo BLADE
Nemuri mezameru toki Mirai kanashimiga owaru basho
Kiseki kirifuda wa jibun da ke

How I wish,
If i could return in time,
If i could right the wrong,
If i could avoid the unavoidable,
If only i could...

How I wish,
That everything were like a CD-RW disc,
That everything could be re-written again,
And again and again and again....

If only that time I'm a little smarter,
A little more careful,
A little more caring,
A little more daring?
If only that and as if that would happen?

If only time machine is available now,
But,
What will i do with it?
Will I go back?
Will I right the wrong?
I doubt so...
How I wish it never happen.....

what does it feel like to be on top of the world?

Jaa!!

Yeah... i finished reading one of my favourite mangas again(yeah again coz its the second time i'm reading it)

it was a nice manga though it has some obscene scenes, i love the plot and the titular character of course, which is Suzuka.... interested? well you can read it via here.

So basically(spoiler alert) it is about this guy named Akitsuki Yamato who went to Tokyo for high school, and he fell in love with a promising high-jumper, Asahina Suzuka. They went through high and low of life, getting together, breaking up, getting together again and broke up....quite pek chek oso la this part... but this story mostly involves BG relationship, on how they slowly develop their feelings and to how they cope with the 'halangan' which arises.(sorry ya, i don't know which word suitably fit 'halangan', so might as well leave it as it is^^)

So guys, one manga review from me and i would rate this manga out of scale of five stars, mine would be 4.5^^

Adios for now....if you find this manga interesting drop a few comments here yea:)

Hey there...

offline this few days coz got no mood to write...just somehow today it feels that something had came up...so jus scribble it in here..

went to redbox last night with my cousins. well i seldom go out with them so maybe this is jus the right chance to get to know my cousins better. sang a number of songs(but i really can't recall how bad i sounded...haha, screamed till my throat nearly popped out). yeah and practically we're like going for 5 hours non stop:) freaking insane man...

i came across this old song, just few years back.... white flag by DIDO. brings back memories though. if u all know the song then you will know how i feel...

had a crazy time with my cousins this morning...PILLOW FIGHT!!!
we were like practically running around the hotel room ar jumping on and off the bed:)

how long has it been since i had so much fun? i dont know... the feeling just comes when, you know, you're all alone, and you're missing the hugs? yeah...i understand it well now.... but no regrets...i'm well off without it...i know acting tough guy wouldn't help much...i'm just a human...

ha! what am i doing? crapping? haha:) maybe...i dun know

Well, what i can say is I love Penang Bowl's lanes...they are so SHINY!!
You can even see the reflection of the pins on the lanes!!

The Balls^^

Adrian playing with his phone while waiting Ah Hoo to finish his turn.
Man, Ah Hoo sure has alot of poses-leh...

What i can say is that guy is DEFINITELY NOT me!

The Scores

Aiseh...i also buay pai ma....got two strikes leh...Fish got no strike:) Adrian was the big winner:)

Haha. that was all about yesterday le...Today ar? nothing special...just went to the University Entarnce Carnival at USM. Soooo many people there, sooo crowded...and soooo many informations gathered there. So it's worth it right? Also got my blood pressure measured:) I'm healthy man! Normal blood pressure, but pity me, I'm underweight. T.T

So just reached home nia-lo. Okay, nothing to write d. That's all for today. JAA!!

and started with scraping off the fabric...the one above your car?? which was like above your head? Yeah! That's it! Tedious job scraping that layer of sponge=.= !!
It was a Kancil anyways. So that made my life less miserable with the scraping:)

Then, when its done, my dad asked me to wash the cushion cover pula! Walao! U think I know how to do all ar? Sure la:) or I won't proclaim myself as Thomas the Great for nothing^^

Anyways, if you all have a car or sofa or something related with fabric, feel free to contact me. My DAD does it all....at a certain cost la of course:) U think free ar? SEK MONG LEI ARR!!(cantonese as in "Are You Crazy??") But I can personally guarantee the quality for you.

So that's it for now....still unsettled with my UNI application!! SOmebody HELP ME!!

On the brink of getting PhD(Permanent Head Damage)

Rainy day No.2...

ahhaha...(fake laugh==") its another rainy day, and a day which i've got nothing to do as well.
watched the latest 'kamen rider' which is KAMEN RIDER DECADE... quite a nice show. Some might think its childish to watch Kamen Rider, but i'm sure you will likeit if you deal with the plot.
Japanese film makers, especially those with super heroes drama, sure had a great brain to think up these kinds of heroes eh? Although kids just love the fighting with the "WACHAA!!" and "EE YAHH!!"s, and watching these doesn't make me a kiddo right? I'm, i mean we are in a very much different level than those kiddos out there. So don't be shy if you like heroes like Power Rangers and Kamen Riders... I SALUTE YOU MAN!!

Anyways. Try watching DECADE. It has a quite some funny scenes, but the plot up till now is developing quite well, with the main character, Kadoya Tsukasa a.k.a Kamen Rider DECADE, travelling between nine parallel worlds, with each having their own Kamen Rider. Strangely, the part which is quite mind boggling is that the previous Rider, Wataru Kurenai a.k.a Kamen Rider KIVA, is a some sort of a messenger, and his Rider position is replaced by a kiddo!

Well, thats all about it first. If you are interested in watching, just watch. Discuss it here. Just leave a comment for this post or you can chat with me thru the chat box.

Ciao...(as in bye)

Rainy day....
how should i start today? not feeling really good this few days...something jus happened and im jus not in the mood to talk about it anymore. recently i also resigned from my job, so now i'm officially jobless.......shaking leg at home=.="
almost every day i am in front of my comp... watch drama, read online manga, dota, and just recently started blogging again.
i know i cannot be considered as a blogger... but seems that maybe i might be visiting this page quite often lo... changed my layout also. or maybe jus wanted to switch over to a new page in my life.

i don't know what to say anymore... be right back le...

just hope that somebody will hear me now...