Love|Hate- Hurt

I love you
But I hate you at the sane time
Hate you fo how much I yearn for you
For how you did not even notice.

I love you,
BUt I hate the way you treat me.
All I want is but a smile,
And thats all you ever gave.
I want more,
But you reply me no more

I love you,
But you could never be mine,
For I can't love you
As the time is not right,
Cos' I'm afraid
So afraid that I'll be hurt again.

I love you yet I hate you,
when I see you,
my hearts shivers, my legs go weak; which I don't know WHY?
And it still is now.
How should I tell you, for I'm not even in your mind.

The other him,
I guess he's much better, smarter,and perhaps more charming?
I don't understand this feeling at all,
I hate it but I want it,
When I have it, it hurts me.
Hurts me so much that thousand words can't even explain a single thought.

And most of all,
I'm afraid that i might hurt you for loving you,
I felt like crying, but the tears won't drop,
My chest hurts like its gonna collapse, PLEASE STOP!
I don't want it anymore.
For how much I love you, it hurts me more.

1 comments:

wind said...

i wonder u create tis urself o u copy it.....

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