I love you

But I hate you at the sane time

Hate you fo how much I yearn for you

For how you did not even notice.

I love you,

BUt I hate the way you treat me.

All I want is but a smile,

And thats all you ever gave.

I want more,

But you reply me no more

I love you,

But you could never be mine,

For I can't love you

As the time is not right,

Cos' I'm afraid

So afraid that I'll be hurt again.

I love you yet I hate you,

when I see you,

my hearts shivers, my legs go weak; which I don't know WHY?

And it still is now.

How should I tell you, for I'm not even in your mind.

The other him,

I guess he's much better, smarter,and perhaps more charming?

I don't understand this feeling at all,

I hate it but I want it,

When I have it, it hurts me.

Hurts me so much that thousand words can't even explain a single thought.

And most of all,

I'm afraid that i might hurt you for loving you,

I felt like crying, but the tears won't drop,

My chest hurts like its gonna collapse, PLEASE STOP!

I don't want it anymore.

For how much I love you, it hurts me more.

Well for today, I decided to update this blog since its been long since i clicked to this address:)

So. Todays event is as what u read at the title...ITS FINALS EXAMINATION!!!

Anyways, regarding the Pesta tanglung thingy at my kolej was totally a blast!!~~

Everyone enjoyed and everyone had fun especially to my dearest committee members:) *hearts them*

Seriously speaking, without them the event wouldn't be successful. I would sincerely thank them for making Perayaan 1Malaysia & Pesta Tanglung a SUCCESS!!

Now that everything is finally over, i can finally settle down and start my revision for finals d....actually i had already started d.....just need to input more stuffs during the study week....oh pls let me get at least 3.5 and above le....